What a way to start off the week.. Emotional and down in the dumps!!.... My journey with one specialist is not quite finished... I went in to see the Gastro doc last Thursday only to find out I didn't take my antibiotic right for it to be 90% effective... (If that makes any sense?!?) I was supposed to take it with Prilosec to make it more effective... so now I wait for another 8 weeks to see if my symptoms come back...
I guess at this point I'm just frustrated... Just frustrated with everything... It's sad that we have to be our own doctor.. At this point I just want to take in a list of all the diseases that accompany IC to my general doctor and tell him... "Here's a list of things to check for!!" I think I have fibro or arthritis, because I'm always so tired and my body hurts all over!! When will it end?!?
I'm having one of those days where I just cry all day... I need encouragement... I hate when I get like this.. Today is one of those days I prefer my kids not to see me... Because today is a day I can't hide the pain... This is when I cry out to the LORD for comfort and peace!! Sorry to vent... but we all know how bad a flare can get... and this bladder/yeast infection doesn't help..
"The LORD himself watches over you! The LORD stands beside you as your protective shade." --Psalm 121:4
"For the angel of the LORD guards all who fear him, and rescues them." --Psalm 34:7
"Even though I feel like I'm at the "End Of my Rope" I set my eyes on the King of ALL KIngs for comfort!"--Angelica Arellano
You're not Shaken-- Phil Stacey
http://youtu.be/V_UWEtraIM
What Faith can do--Kutless
http://youtu.be/WTNBWv33-QI
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